Monday, January 09, 2006

Forgive, But Mainly Forget

Is it ok to cry and feel horrible? when u feel everything is a wreck and you wish things were just a little differently. Is it ok to feel you want to die because you feel your existence has no purpose? Is it ok to feel you want to jump off a bridge because nothing anyone says will make you feel any better? Is it ok to want to beat yourself up until blood comes out from inside? Is it ok to want to destroy your life once and for all, because everything just gets worst by the minute? I feel nothing will get better, there is no sunshine to my darkness. I am nothing but a toy, a toy that is used and abused by those who say they will care for you. It hurts some of the things people say, and they are clueless of how painful their words are, but who cares? Not I, for it is a thing of the past. Friends come and go, that's how things are, that's how u realize who the real friends are. . . . . . .

- Lonely Anima -

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