Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Are You Really My Friend?

It is interesting how you believe in that one friend with whom you hang out with in a regular basis. How you think that, that one night, was only a sad mistake, which you forgot and forgave. Unfortunately, you don't quite know who people are until its a bit too late, and until something really bad happens. What's worst is the fact that your the one hurting, your the one screwed, and there's no friend left to help you. Everything turns black, and you don't know what's happening. You think through all of this, that you will be ok, that he/she will be there. What a mistake, what a flaw! how sad things turn out to be, and how miserable you now feel. All you know now, is that you can no longer trust a soul. People are not who they appear to be, you wonder if your so called friend wasn't there out of anger, or maybe they just didn't care. You realize that things won't be the same, that no matter how much you try to forget things happened and there's no way back. This so called friend who fills his mouth saying what a friend he/she is, and how he/she will be there for you, turns out to leave you at your weakest points, in your times of need. In reality, how stupid are you? because after the 2nd time you should have known better, you shouldn't have trusted him/her in the first place. No matter how much older they are, it doesn't mean they are wise, these are the type of people that only care for themselves, the ones that would rather save their own life before trying to help someone other then themselves. These are the type of people I choose to stay away from, these are the ones that have hurt me, and whom I will not allow to hurt me once more. Enough is enough, come back to reality. Think of the things that come ahead, leave those who will only bring you misfortunes.

- Lonely Anima -

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